I need to apologise to the world. Because I think, you suck! I hate you, world.
I am scared. I have never been this alone. Or maybe its me pushing everyone away. Masked. So masked.
I dread. I dread the emptiness that is spreading in my heart. I don't know why how who what where when.
Should I dread this emptiness? It made me let go alot of things. Regrets. But the scary thing is, I am letting go too much to this point, I think I have nothing left. I blank out everytime and nothing registers in my mind. I need a psychiatrist.
Maybe its a good thing but I think its a bad one.
Nvm, I have nothing left to lose.
Out of sorts recently. 'Recently' was 2 monthes.
Wtf am I doing. Tripping over balls?!?!?!??!!?!? WHAT A DORK.
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